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Work Title
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Category
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| 1. | “What Time Knows” [July 5, 2004]
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| 2. | "12:46 a.m." [August 9, 2004]
| - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 3. | "A Poet's Place" [July 26, 2004] written right now | |
| 4. | "Al Queda" [May 23, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT written right now | |
| 5. | "Attrition" EXPLICIT CONTENT
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| 6. | "Beneath A Crying Sun" [June 24, 2004] written right now | |
| 7. | "Beneath A November Moon"
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| 8. | "Born Again" [May 14, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT logical progression of a theme | |
| 9. | "Buffet"
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| 10. | "Child of the Moon" [May 11, 2004] about a werewolf | - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 11. | "Cold Storage" [June 16, 2004] written right now | |
| 12. | "Comedy For the Humor Challenged" [August 1, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT written as I farted | |
| 13. | "Comes & Goes"
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| 14. | "Contempt of Self"
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| 15. | "Crayons" [July 26, 2004] written right now | |
| 16. | "Crossing Wires" [June 21, 2004] written right now | |
| 17. | "Cyberfire" [May 6, 2004] written yesterday | |
| 18. | "Dear Old Dad" [April 18, 2004] written right now | - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 19. | "Deletion Again" [July 12, 2004]
| - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 20. | "Disease of the Pen" [April 22, 2004] written right now | - inspiration, perserverence & encouragement
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| 21. | "Disturbing Complexity" EXPLICIT CONTENT
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| 22. | "Domination" [April 11, 2004] also published on my site | |
| 23. | "edgar" [November 15, 2004]
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| 24. | "Elemental"
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| 25. | "Eroticize Me" [May 10, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT sexual poem | - love
- pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 26. | "Everything Concluded" written @ 7:00 p.m. on December 13, 2004 | |
| 27. | "Everything Is Inevitable" [March 18, 2005]
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| 28. | "Facade" emptiness | |
| 29. | "Failing Flesh" [May 21, 2004] written right earlier tonight | - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 30. | "Falls Away" [July 1, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT i hate everything right now | - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 31. | "Fashionably Aging" written right now | |
| 32. | "Final Garden" [May 6, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT poem about the fear of death | |
| 33. | "Final Song" [April 19, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT written right now | |
| 34. | "Final Transmission From A Decent Being" EXPLICIT CONTENT
| - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 35. | "Finality"
| - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 36. | "Former" EXPLICIT CONTENT
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| 37. | "Freefalling Into Everyday Living" written right now | |
| 38. | "Funeral Procession"
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| 39. | "Gary Ridgeway" EXPLICIT CONTENT
| - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 40. | "GOD FODDER"
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| 41. | "God's Pusher" [April 15, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT new poem tonight | |
| 42. | "Gong" [August 15, 2004]
| - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 43. | "Graduation Day" [July 30, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT written right now | |
| 44. | "Her Stygian Depths" [May 22, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT sexual poem | |
| 45. | "How the West Was ONE" [July 26, 2004] written right now | |
| 46. | "I Am A Stain On God" [May 8, 2004] anti-holy | |
| 47. | "I Re-Wrote The Day" written on the fly, right now | - inspiration, perserverence & encouragement
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| 48. | "I Said Goodbye Only An Hour Ago" [April 27, 2004] written right 25 mins ago | |
| 49. | "I Used To"
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| 50. | "I've Been Where You Are" [August 8, 2004] deletion of self | - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 51. | "Idiocy Incorporated"
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| 52. | "Immortality" [August 15, 2004]
| - inspiration, perserverence & encouragement
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| 53. | "In Decline" [yesterday]
| - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 54. | "Inevitability & Her Caresses" EXPLICIT CONTENT written right now | - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 55. | "Ink Running" EXPLICIT CONTENT
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| 56. | "It's Cold" EXPLICIT CONTENT
| - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 57. | "Keep Me Singing"
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| 58. | "Known?" EXPLICIT CONTENT written right now | |
| 59. | "Last Claim to Flame" EXPLICIT CONTENT written earlier today | - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 60. | "Lava In the Vein" [April 18, 2004] written right now | |
| 61. | "Lawn Yawn" [April 17, 2004] written right now | |
| 62. | "Life, Ajar" [July 7, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT
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| 63. | "Lunch" [may 2, 2004] written right now | |
| 64. | "Malice In Wonderland" [may 3, 2004] written right now | |
| 65. | "Matter Breaking Down" blah blah blah | |
| 66. | "Mindcramps (malFUKtion immortal)" EXPLICIT CONTENT written right now | |
| 67. | "Moon Bride"
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| 68. | "Mother" written right now | |
| 69. | "Nada De Particular" [now] EXPLICIT CONTENT written right now | - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 70. | "Nigh" [may 4, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT written right now | |
| 71. | "Non-Hope" written as I took a shit | - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 72. | "Nonchalance" [April 13, 2004] written 5 minutes before posting... | - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 73. | "Old Ones' Gift" [April 3, 2005]
| - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 74. | "One & The Same"
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| 75. | "Pleasure" [May 12, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT deivant writing, written right now | |
| 76. | "PMT" [July 21, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT written right now | |
| 77. | "Poet Prolific" [July 26, 2004] written right now | - inspiration, perserverence & encouragement
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| 78. | "Priest Scandal #543646" EXPLICIT CONTENT
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| 79. | "Psychology & Origami" [April 13, 2004] written right now | - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 80. | "Pundits" EXPLICIT CONTENT
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| 81. | "Pushing The Boundaries" [April 25, 2004] written right earlier tonight | |
| 82. | "Reading Into This..."
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| 83. | "Reality Takes A Piss" [April 15, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT written right now | |
| 84. | "Repeat" [May 5, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT sexual poem | |
| 85. | "Sedition" [June 14, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT this is about returning to the basics of belief..NEVER BACK DOWN! | - inspiration, perserverence & encouragement
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| 86. | "Shadows In Ink" [August 17, 2004]
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| 87. | "She Consumes" [July 5, 2004] written right now | |
| 88. | "Shudders" [May 11, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT sexual poem | |
| 89. | "Silent As the Grave" [July 22, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT written right now | |
| 90. | "Silent Birthday"
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| 91. | "Silent Emptying of My Guts" [August 1, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT EXTREMELY VISCERAL | - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 92. | "Silent Singing" [May 26, 2004] written right now | |
| 93. | "Skin-Tight life" [April 15, 2004] written anew, from an older working title | - loss, sadness & loneliness
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| 94. | "Smoke & Mirrors" [July 7, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT
| - loss, sadness & loneliness
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| 95. | "Snow Ghosts"
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| 96. | "Stage & Show" [February 12, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT also published on my site | - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 97. | "Still Here" EXPLICIT CONTENT
| - inspiration, perserverence & encouragement
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| 98. | "Succubus [seeds & deeds]" [April 19, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT written right 25 mins ago | - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 99. | "Sunbath" [September 29, 2004]
| - inspiration, perserverence & encouragement
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| 100. | "System Of A Noun" [April 15, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT written after i smoked a cigarette after 17 days of not smoking, I.E. right now | |
| 101. | "Tarry"
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| 102. | "The Autumn of My Life" [April 15, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT written right now | |
| 103. | "The Blue Hue" [July 27, 2004] written at 8 a.m. | |
| 104. | "The Calling Crows" written right now | |
| 105. | "The Colors of Your Life" [April 12, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT also published on my site | |
| 106. | "The Fit" [April 12, 2003] written last year | |
| 107. | "The Glistening" [July 17, 2004] this is the end, my friend | - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 108. | "The Great Passing" [August 9, 2003]
| - loss, sadness & loneliness
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| 109. | "The Great Stain of Being" EXPLICIT CONTENT
| - loss, sadness & loneliness
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| 110. | "The Last Poem" EXPLICIT CONTENT
| - anger & hate
- beauty
- enlightenment & joy
- fear & paranoia
- life
- love
- nature
- pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
- struggle
- world, war, politics, humanity
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| 111. | "The Man Who Attacked the Wrong Beast"
| - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 112. | "The Nine Inch Nails Concert" [April 12, 2004] also published on my site | |
| 113. | "The Poet Is Tortured" [May 20, 2004] written right earlier tonight | |
| 114. | "The Story of Big Green Faith" [August 7, 2004] about a tree I see daily that is dying... | |
| 115. | "The Tears of God" [July 12, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT the dying will commence in due course | |
| 116. | "Thoughts On My Own Turf"
| - inspiration, perserverence & encouragement
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| 117. | "Toy" written right now | |
| 118. | "Truth Or Death" [August 11, 2004]
| - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 119. | "Trying 101" [July 12, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT written right now | |
| 120. | "Tuck In My Flesh" [July 23, 2004] written right now | - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 121. | "Unholy Vaccine" [November 15, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT
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| 122. | "Up" EXPLICIT CONTENT
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| 123. | "Urban Decay: Part One" [April 18, 2004] written right now | |
| 124. | "Vulgar" [August 1, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT decadent muse | |
| 125. | "Welcome Home" [May 18, 2004] madness is keen | |
| 126. | "What Is Real?" [April 13, 2004] written right now | |
| 127. | "Where in the world is EEB Eh?"
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| 128. | "You Are My Disease" [May 21, 2004] written into this box at this exact moment | |
| 129. | "Your Fate In My Hands"
| - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 130. | “A Blind and Deaf Homeless Man” [August 9, 2004]
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| 131. | “A Poet Questions His Craft” [July 27, 2004] written @ 1:24 p.m. | |
| 132. | “Dixie Cup” [July 6, 2004]
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| 133. | “Every Moonbeam, A Whisper, Every Sunbeam, A Shout [July 6, 2004] EXPLICIT CONTENT
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| 134. | “Forum Postings”
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| 135. | “Lawn Work (remembering)” [July 16, 2004]
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| 136. | “The Calling of Crows” [May 6, 2004]
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| 137. | “Waking Dreams” [July 7, 2004] written right now | |
| 138. | Poetcraft [April 12, 2004] also published on my site | - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 139. | The Unbound Manifestation [2008] originally posted to DeviantArt | |
| 140. | “Bareback” [January 12, 2002] written in 2002 | |
| 141. | “Dance Upon the Dim” [March 7, 2003] written in 2003 | |
| 142. | “Fallen Fate First News At 11” EXPLICIT CONTENT
| - pain, darkness, death, & emptiness
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| 143. | “Madness” EXPLICIT CONTENT
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| 144. | “Monoliths”
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| 145. | “Sirens” [December 11, 2003] written in 2003 | |
| 146. | “Troop Placement”
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